Party On, Wayne... Party On, Garth..

19 days
Peter Pan on the ones and twos
So scene, baby

Must formulate a plan
To get me inside
And outside my head

People you don't know can be the most amazing people in the world
I've met quite a few
Though not face to face
In the last few weeks.

OCK is love

Shining Star, How You've Fallen So Far...

Saw the doctor.
She was in a chipper mood.
Didn't like what I told her
or showed her.
Gave me a new script
Something to stop the forced smiles
And maybe making the ones the camera captures real.

Exactly how the anitmanic agent works is unknown.
Always comforting.
Putting something inside that no one knows how it works or why or what it will do.
"Helps you cope with the problems of living"
If only a pill could really solve all the problems with being alive.

More Than Words..

"You are the most disgusting person in the world..."

I love you, too, mommy dearest....

I'm Not Your Mirror, But I'm A Reflection Of Your Words...

The last few days have been hell.
You made me feel worthless with your eyes pressing,
Forming bruises on my mind.
Your words scalding,
Scarring more than than my heart.
I'll never be able to heal
Because you'll never be able to understand.

I make my own decisions- that's part of being an adult.
And though you find some of them childish
You shouldn't care as long as I'm happy
And everything is taken care of.

I took the scissors and chop chopped away
At more than the hair.
It made me happy but pissed you off.
Told me it looked like shit, and to shave it off.
Well, darling, if my hair is an extention of myself
and you think it looks like shit,
What do you think of me?
I don't think I want the answer.
Would only cause the healing time to extend.