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It's 12:11 am
Insomnia has set in again.
I'm an hour late exactly
To make a wish of any kind.
Not that it would come true
But sometimes it gives me hope
Which I severely need.

I know there are people I could call
Someone to amuse me while my mind wastes away a little more.
I should be getting my weekly text message sometime between now and 4 am.
I almost think if it doesn't come I'll be a little sad.
Whenever you get used to something is when it disappears
And no matter how odd it may seem
You miss it when it's not there.

Missing new friends
The ones who said we were meant to meet
Are no longer there
They duck and swerve and avoid
And put me off.
It really sucks when people change and become all the things
You never expected they could be.

The key to enlightenment is overcoming dualism without substituting it with monoism.
Guess I'll never be Zen.

In researching Gnosticism, I came across Marcion.
Check him out. Totally off the wall. Year 144- glad I wasn't alive then.

I'm rambling.
I'm through