Thursday, September 18, 2008

...And The Pain Still Hates Me, So Hold Me, Until It Sleeps...

I'm becoming complacent with life,
And it's kind of scary.
But enjoyable at the same time.
I'm learning that it's okay to love what you have,
Even if it's not completely what you want.
Not everything turns out happily ever after,
I'm pretty sure the world would be boring if it did.
The relationships that I do have mean the world to me,
Though they haven't all formed as I had hoped.
And it's okay.
I'm okay.
I'd much rather have the people that I do around me in any capacity
Than not at all.
The little bits of time I spend with them are better than not having them in my life Ever.

I thank you all- you are the reasons I am still here, the reasons that I strive to be better.
When you're not looking, I steal bits and pieces from each of you to piece myself together, to fill in the cracks.
And while I'm still not quite whole, I'm getting there and finding myself.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

you are wonderful, and some day you will have everything you want.
there is no need for you to steal from every one around you, though- you have more than you know.

i hope that one thing that has been on your mind happens for you. i think it would be good for both involved parties ;)